Forcing Love

Darkness falls over my face My heart surely cannot keep its pace I swear I'll never leave this place With ropes tying my limbs I thought this love was meant to last Days with him seemed to never pass With fear, my breathing goes so fast His actions on a whim My family will never know That my face, I'll never show As my tears begin to flow I see his shadow down the hall A smile seems to grace his lips Ae reaches down and grabs my hips Without warning, places the tip And with a groan begins to maul I grit my teeth before I scream I swear this pain won't end it seems I hope this is all just a dream As my insides start to tear His whole body starts to tense I wonder if I've lost all sense He lets go and his groan is intense Pulling from me with a sneer. As he leaves I begin to cry Always asking myself why I wish I could curl up and die Tied and bleeding on the bed As the blood seeps to the floor I think my life will be no more If I live, I will abhor The nightmares floating through my head Praying that I leave this shop Oh please God let him stop I wish that I had told that cop As my body starts to shake My mother's love will never reach me Daddy's words will never leave thee I close my eyes to never see With luck I will never wake.