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For You To Exist

They say sometimes the hardest thing to speak is what you know to be real, 

How do you jeopardize a moment or a situation to make somewhere come to grips on an 
understanding on how you feel? 

I can say I love you on a daily basis but at the end of the day what does saying those words 
to you really prove? 

Where those words can be accepted or rejected depending on your particular mood….

Yes, I do have so much to say but at times it comes so hard for me to express, 

I felt like all along I’ve been truly real with you on all my feelings and yet here I am still 
living in a world of mess, 

There are many of moments where I would just sit back and think about you and think about 
what should and what could be, 

I’ll be there sitting and thinking; like what more must I do or say to make it obvious for you 
to see ……

Then the thoughts of you lead me to misery because I then understand what the route I must 
take, 

I then see that it’s a matter of me to accept the lost that I feel and pickup the piece from my 
heart break, 

They say that in time all matters get resolve and that eventually the wound shall heal, 

But in this incident I’m not too sure on that matter because right now I know what I feel is 
absolutely real!!! 

I think about you as I rise in the morning, I think about you throughout the day, and I think 
about you before I come to my final rest, 

I’ll admit to you right now, that the majority of the times thinking about you is what does 
leads to some of my matters of stress, 

But how to turn that off, it’s not as easy as flipping up or down and turning off a switch on the 
wall, 

I know that my heart is worn on my sleeves for those that I love and eventually that would 
be my demise to my downfall…. 

But before I go, allow these words to echo out over and over within your head, 

Remember that I meant every word of love for you; remember that even til the time I have 
past on and long dead,

There was a time I felt nothing but absolute betrayal by you and I didn’t know how to handle 
matters correctly without becoming so piss,

Since then I have moved on from that matter and kept my love for you …but now I see its 
time to fall back so that you can truly exist..

Copyright © Curtis Charleswell | Year Posted 2009

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