For She Knows Not What She Does

If you wondered what smelled like a dead body
It was me 
Because I haven’t showered in weeks
And I am weak in the knees
And I am slowly feeling absolute atrophy 
As opposed to absolute apathy 

Please don’t be mean I haven’t got it in me
To reciprocate your demands I am waving 
My hands 
My white flag erect and begging
For you to spare my dignity 
I haven’t got it in me
To fight back 
Or react to your attack
Laugh if you want or taunt
I’m not going to flaunt my defeat
I’m off my feet 
Laying clearly for you to kick me

I give up trying to beat your negativity 
You’ll one day say to me
You were right honey 
Maybe I should have been more happy
But why does an evil heart 
Attach itself to a sad one
The parasite leeches on for
Another fun run 
While its host just slowly
Starts to disintegrate
The parasite gets its kicks
From poisoned bone marrow and
 A Weakened immune system 
Or worn out friendships and
A longing for the past


Just remember, I’ll never fight back.
And Thy God shall forgive
Them because they know
Not what they do.
I truly and honestly believe
That this wholly applies
To you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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January 6, 2011 at 2:32 PM
It takes a strong woman to show forgiveness and not "fight back" when others are unjustly abusive. I admire the woman I see in this poem, Sara, as there are some who feel contentious behavior somehow makes them superior. Only a person lacking compassion would kick someone when they are down. Welcome to Poetry Soup. Best Wishes, Carolyn
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December 27, 2010 at 10:07 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Sara. Wishing you the best in your writing endeavors. You can look to the left side of the main page and find lots of information on PoetrySoup including contests by members of PoetrySoup and contests by the PoetrySoup site also. Wishing you a Happy New Year. Love, Carol
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December 19, 2010 at 6:27 PM
Welcome to Poetry Soup.. so enjoyed reading your creative write tonight ..interesting theme.. hope your time on the Soup will be fun and filled with sharing... check out the contests too.. good luck with luv.. and happy holidays...
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