For Me

I did it! I did it for me…not you, not for someone else… Fact that I’ve discovered my worth, accepted my self… I did it for me, I finally sought out help… Not for you, not for them but for myself…my future happy self. Living anxiety, self-judgment, worry, depression, jealousy, pain, anger… I had enough, enough of being exhausted and never being enough, a never ending rot. Numbing, ignoring, hiding, waiting… Not wanting to give up. Hunger for my help; for something better. Realizing I’m my helper, I’m my partner, I’m my own and main source of strength… I’m my future’s chance to be content. At last I reach out, I talk, I share, I feel… I’m feeling… Progressing every day, every hour, every minute…a long, hard, rewarding battle. Aiming… Aiming for my goals, a healthy self; a nurturing relationship with myself… For my body, friendships, and a future healthy love… Not for you, not for them, but for me… Me! Myself! and no one else. As I’ve discovered my worth. I’ve accepted myself.