Footprints

Sittin here thinking of the life long trial I tried so hard to be apart of something in your life the more Im thinking Im realizing that everything is all regrets... I cant believe things turned out this way, now your speechless with nothing to say. I loved you so much and I even showed you this, but in return all I got from this was a bunch of emptiness... you cant make up for lost times nor can you turn back the hands of time.... but if you were down to one minute left before your last breath, Im curious if I would even cross your mind before your death... you going around telling everybody that you are real but what about the times when my heart was ill?... you didnt even pick up the phone to check up on me to see how i feel... you can dismiss yourself out of my life with that fakeness cause how I am living is real you can even stop calling me your sister or your homie cause when I look at you I will just shake my head and say I cant believe you turnt out to be so phony.