Finding My Ground

I'm turned upside down In side out My head is spinning around I cant get my feet on the ground Should I- call it time out And throw in the towel Take my gloves off And put my weapons down My emotions are moving Like the waves of the ocean My mind busy processing Coming to terms with evolution And the thoughts keep coming "Accept and adapt to your situation Only then will you be at ease" I realize the cost of negativity Shift my mindset to creativity Take the power back into my hands And hand myself over to Gods hands Cause he has given me this chance