Fields of Blasphemy

Where shall I flee? I’m swimming in the waters of misery… And I’m crying a river…I’m saturated in woe How do I think cheerfully? I’m lost in the abyss…and the shadows won’t let me be… And I’m bewildered… I’m fighting to break free… (I can’t break free… Where do I flee? Why can’t I break free?) The spiders are spinning their webs above me… Bless me and untangle me from this madness…please… give me peace…I’m wasting away – They’re preying upon me…they’re whipping me … warping their way inside of me My saliva drips on the ground…I’m growing numb and I pray The monsters don’t attack my heart’s desires…if I let them break free, I’ll never be the same…I’ll never see the light of day Where do I belong? I’m roaming in the fields of blasphemy And I’m crying a river…I feel like an awful disgrace… How do I find a pathway? I’m lost in fields of weeds…they’re producing catastrophe And I’m bewildered… I’m trying to finish the race… (I can’t keep pace… The sweat is trickling down my face… Why can’t I keep pace?) The wasps are chasing after me…where do I flee? Caress me and save me from the distress…stinging me in pleasure…I’m drifting away – They’re hovering all around me… they’re harassing me…could you wipe away my tears? Find me a place of rest…to make the sufferings end and I pray The darkness will stop spreading lies in my head…if I throw away my fears, I’ll never learn to face my fears…I’ll never know His way… Where shall I go? I’m roaming in the fields of blasphemy And I’m crying a river…I’m saturated in woe How do I find the key? I’m lost in fields of weeds…they’re reproducing catastrophe And I’m bewildered… I’m yearning to let go… I’m learning to cope with my fears… I’m deserting my woe… I’m wiping away the tears... (that has been bottled up for many years… ) The spiders have ensnared me in their webs… I’m in danger…I’m wrapped up in distress… and there is no where to hide… The wasps are tracking me down...I haven’t paid my debts… I’m struck in alarm…I’m in a mess… Please stay by my side – catch me as I collide ( We’re all together on this ride… ) I can’t break free (please relieve me from my despair) Why can’t I break free? Where do I flee? (this pain is too much to bear) I can’t keep pace (give me the energy to shine like the sun) Why can’t I keep pace? Why can’t I finish this race? (give me some strength to run)