Feelings

I wont let you see
I refuse to cry
I hold all my feelings
Deep inside

So deep inside
That I cant feel
My own feelings
They aren’t real

The feeling of love
The feeling of hate
The feeling of deceitful
Dying fate

Insides damned
Outsides dead
I don’t look at tomorrow
I refuse to look ahead

I don’t smile 
I don’t cry
I don’t ask how
And I don’t ask why

I’m not happy
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
But I’m not sad

I have no feeling
For life nor life
I have no intention
Of striving or strife

I’m just a girl 
Going nowhere
Showing no feeling 
Or slight care

No matter where your from 
Or who you are
I wouldn’t dare let you in
Its just to hard

Ill go on 
Pretending I’m fine
Stuck living in this
Hateful, painful world of mine.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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