Feelings
I wont let you see
I refuse to cry
I hold all my feelings
Deep inside
So deep inside
That I cant feel
My own feelings
They aren’t real
The feeling of love
The feeling of hate
The feeling of deceitful
Dying fate
Insides damned
Outsides dead
I don’t look at tomorrow
I refuse to look ahead
I don’t smile
I don’t cry
I don’t ask how
And I don’t ask why
I’m not happy
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
But I’m not sad
I have no feeling
For life nor life
I have no intention
Of striving or strife
I’m just a girl
Going nowhere
Showing no feeling
Or slight care
No matter where your from
Or who you are
I wouldn’t dare let you in
Its just to hard
Ill go on
Pretending I’m fine
Stuck living in this
Hateful, painful world of mine.
Copyright © Stacy Day | Year Posted 2011
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