Feelings

There are a lot of things I feel, the sad and bad noone can heal. When i'm happy it's not for long, all those feelings are soon to be gone. There are days I feel lost and alone, and it's all because I have no home. I'm scared of who i'll become, looking back and remembering I had no fun. I remember what being loved felt like, I remember it felt right, the warmth I felt from a hug so tight, the songs that would put me to bed at night. Over night my world turned upside down and now all I carry is a frown. I wish I could live in the past, so that my grandmothers love could last. unfortunantly the present came to fast.