Feeling Real

This feeling turns me into a freak I begin to twitch and shake like a leaf I knew from the start this life is bleak And in this world there is no relief Sometimes i want to peel my own skin Just jump out of this natural barrier I could take that guy he looks pretty thin Of that emotional disease that im a carrier So should i just beat him to a pulp Could i maybe just break a knee Ha I could swallow that in one gulp Afterwards i tell him to try and flee It just feels like a bug i cant kill Like this feeling is an annoyance When i have it i get a great chill For it to be gone would be a joyance But im glad it is here in a way Because it tells me that i feel Okay so it ruined my whole day But at least i know that its real