Feel Through

I am a mess confusion in my mind I feel alone I feel below Below any realness of my soul Call out for help No hand reaches out I am on my own, full of doubt Cry's not heard or just ignored Tear streaked cheeks,still no release I wish i could i wish i would Just cut the pain,slice in deep Until it bleeds in puddles on the floor Reflect back what i am for My heart is shadowed My soul burned through My mind a mess for what feel through