Fate

tonight i can not find my slumber toxic thoughts confound my mind i wait in line to take my number unprepared for what i may find with no control of its conclusion just one draw of bated breath still i hold on to a fools illusion the one true thing i still have left i have no power just the waiting yet i feel my worlds in threat to watch my other souls debating internal fears of what she may get tonight i can not find my slumber my every thought upon her heart take her place and steal the number let fate choose me to play its part