Fat Girl Problems

She says That her belly is too big That her favourite jean cant seem to fit That her skin is showing signs of spilling over ,she says she's afraid of going to the shop she looks like a freak She's convinced that her momentum might slow her crush down thats why she barely goes shopping she's certain None of her clothes are for keeps None of her man kept an eye clean From what she saw herself being An inside job and a character beautiful enough to make it on his sheets Sexy enough to stimulate an eraction but fail to maintain a conversation of when is the right time to give her a ring And call it the way it is That its Just only about the pussy and save this fat girl some tears Save her some air time Save her some self desructing moments like is my love really that heavy to never make one stay for dinner And maybe see if the meal will bring up things she wanted to talk about the most ..... Without looking twice at the mirror and disliking what she sees An elephant trapped in a reflection she would love to fall inlove with One day, she will stop missing the most important memories in her life because she couldn'get out of her room without tapping this extra weight, without putting on a brave face and lowering her expectations Without throwing tantrums at herself like a jew shooting snapshots of holocaust in the sky She says shes tired of being fat Shes tired of always looking extra to cover up this image that introduces her even when shes one her phone Even when shes minding her size already