Family

They have tried to rid themselves of me
They have slandered my good name
Their hateful fingers drip with blood
As they crucify me in their shame.

I used to run to them when i needed help
Thats just what family is supposed to do
Then they would strike their bargains, and 
make their deals
And leave me a stack of IOU's.

They planned events and left me out
And i would learn of it as days passed
Then people would think i didnt attend on 
purpose
Though i was never asked.

These are people who were supposed to love 
me
And always have my back
The same blood trickles through my veins
Maybe there is some gene I seem to lack.

The loneliness used to overcome me
Some days I wanted to end it all
But i refused to let them beat me down 
And the satisfaction to watch me fall.

There is a lesson that i learned the   hard way
Not to put my trust in any man
And just because they are labelled as family
Doesnt mean the wont hurt you when they 
can.

 So now i enjoy my life of solitude
And i answer only to God above
I know he will have my back forever
Surrounded by his never ending love..
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Cornelius  Chidera  Avatar
June 18, 2014 at 2:32 PM
O perfect video of what is happening in many families.those to dry our tears are those making us to cry.its shameful though. nice poem CARL
Carrillo Avatar
June 14, 2014 at 12:22 PM
Carl; This is a great poem of family, but it happens in the best of families. Sometimes it is our own family, that hurts us the most. I know - I've been there. That is the reason why it's good to have friends. Take care and God bless you always... Lucilla
Sietesantos Avatar
June 12, 2014 at 7:12 AM
Hi Carl, it is sad and unfortunate when family lets us down and is not there for us as they should. But it is good that you have been strong and moved on in spite of their negativity. Many times other good people we meet help to fill the void. Kindest regards and best wishes, my friend!
Andresen Avatar
June 12, 2014 at 4:48 AM
- "Time heals all wounds" it says .... But, deep wounds take a long time for the bleeding to stop. - Never give up, Carl!! - Someday, "Sun" shine on you .... big warm hug to you - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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