False Impression

I wish i could have stopped this all so long ago. I don't know why I even tried. Caught up in a ridiculous lie. I was under a false impression that I could give you everything you wanted. I should have stopped while I was ahead. I had this idea stuck in my mind that in a matter of time you'd be mine. I should have never even tried. I can't change the fact that I gave you all I had. I was under the false impression that this was all worth fighting for. Now i'm just left with another burned memory and where i was before. Why couldn't I stop myself so long ago? I could have saved myself from the pain that was in store. False impressions stuck in my mind, I should have known it'd be just a matter of time before you walked right out the door. I'll never forget the way you left me on the floor. Face first in a pool of my own misery. I'll never understand why you just gave up on me. I should have stopped this all so long ago. Too bad time can't be replaced, and now my heart is left with this hole. I'll let go. I should have long ago.