Falling Out Love

I am tired of all this ship. I'm done. I surrender. You won. I hope you had fun. Shame on me for thinking you were the one. I really thought we'd make it through. I really am in love with you. There's nothing more that I can do. I think it's time for us to find someone new. Your great in everyway. I would much rather stay. But you have pushed me too far away.......I cry everyday. There is no way - that we will be okay. So Goodbye is what I'm trying to say. Maybe just some time off is best. Maybe we both need some good rest, to allow our emotions to digest. We both deserve the best, and nothing less. I don't want to move on. Nor can I continue to hold on. I don't think together is where we belong. We need some time to think. It's too late for a shrink. We are on the same boat, however it's about to sink. I want you, But I don't feel you want me to. I am the only one trying to figure out what to do. Cause it never matters to you. I have tried everything, but it's still all bad. I'm always sad, and your always mad. There's not much more I can say. We need to take some time away. Maybe we'll try again one day. It's worth a try, and a lot better than goodbye. We just can't see eye to eye, and neither one of us knows why. Later we can start over again. Until then. I am still your friend. This doesn't have to be the end. I hope one day, you'll see, or at least agree, If it's meant for us to be, then we will be.