Falling Apart

My life fell apart After 2035 After all the rest of My brothers did die I pissed on their graves Though I shoulda been dead With all the negativity Swimming In my head. One drank more than I One pretended to be free One left us for years And one left was just me. Turns out that health And living the good life Meant more than just kale And juicing and no strife. I drank myself stupid Every day and hour in While those without God Lead lives of pure sin. They all died before me I sit at their stones And finish my beer But I'm never alone. I did nothing wrong, Yet did nothing right. I laughed at their chase Of the good better life. All day, everyday, I drank and pilled All day everyday I lived to be killed. Bye bye brothers Bye bye friends Bye bye yesterday Bye bye till the end.