Faith In He

I try to change For the better For my own faith but i find That I have trouble To change my ways That hurt myself To have faith in those That seem impossible Not to hold a grudge For taking from me Those I love To that place i cannot see Took from me To fly above To watch me every day Is someone A woman An angel in every way They tell me Those who remain That I am like her in every way My Aunt The saint I feel though That her identity Overlaps mine For though we share many things I am my own person But i wish upon a star That i got the chance to really know her Than perhaps It may be That I wont mind being like she But for her And myself I try to trust 'He'.... the lord For her And surprisingly Just a bit For me....