Fairytale Nightmare

I still returned to you, every time, even if i didnt know if it was the right way, I turned back to check on you, every single day, I even took a few steps back in my life, to help you, to assist, I knew you didn't want me there, but still i persist, When you were down, i flashed you a smile, and yours accompanied mine, just for a while, When you were stuck in a sticky situation, I helped you out, with a silence of communication, But the one time I called out your name, You left me hangin' things just were'nt the same, I begged you to stand there, but instead you watched me fall, into a pit of darkness, my existence lost meaning from it all, I spiraled out of this world, and i saw clearly, i was not your girl, I looked into your emotionless eyes, and saw a dark place, I rushed you shake you with much haste, I saw nothing come of my efforts of my tries, I knew this was the end of our "almost" goodbyes, sadly I turned and walked away, I was hoping just to hear you say: "Linh wake up this is all just a dream" I just wanted to hear you say, nothing is as it seemed... But I never woke up from my nightmare, and still you seem just not to care, you were a dream come true to me, But now my life without you is all I see.