Fading Away

Without anyone to comfort me Perhaps soothe my soul I've become hollow within Consumed by my emptiness So that I feel no more Completly numb on the inside There's nothing left of me now I lye motionless and so still Frozen in a state of conscieness An overwhelmiong silence creeps over I try to scream but no one hears I have no voice to exspress myself Only an echo of whispers Along with my endless tear drops which por from my crying eyes That can be heard if you listen Queitly for them * Underneath these vacant eyes of mine Full of lonliness which only I can see Being torn apart slowly Soon I will be lost with no hope Of finding my way back To the happiness I felt once before I try to forge the saddness Ton release it from my thoughts But i've fallen to deeply Into self despair and pity The pains always there As I breath in the misery From the stale air It's become a part of me now After being under far to long. Is there no cure to search for That might end all my agony That stays by my sid eeach day Leaving behind to many wounds That will never heal, i fear Mending all the shattered pieces Of my broken heart which aches so much will I ever find my soul again which I lost somewhere along the way On my way down an deadend path * Beneath the vast lies of mine I'm full of denials and admitting nothing was my fault Only I know that there is such a thing as to much And i've done to many wicked things And I haver made myself a sin filled soul with a change to turn back Pretty much a hopeless cause