Fading Away

I feel as if I am descending into the abyss
I see my Loved ones (those whom I'll miss)
I cannot stop
I am going to drop
Catch me
Hold me
Tell me
INSANITY OVERWHELMS ME!

Why 
Can't I cry?
Tell me Im a good girl
My life is as twisted as a curl
You wanna give it a whirl?
Slowly
I fade 
Slowly
Away
Slowly
I fade
Slowly
AWAY!

I cant find a reason
(there is no reason)
I need to feel that I am wanted
(i need to be hunted)
I can never be
(I will never see)
WHO I REALLY AM

Why 
Can't I die?
Tell me I am your girl
My life is more twisted than a curl
You wanna give me a whirl?
Slowly
I fade
Slowly 
Away
Slowly
I fade
Slowly
AWAY!

You push me away
You just made my day
I fade
Away
Slowly, slowly, slowly
AND I AM GONE!

Because of you 
I fade
Because of you 
I need
Because of you
I want
Because of you
I'm gone, gone
GONE!!

You pushed me away
Now I am gone
You made me fade
Now I am done

Why 
Can't I die?

Fade Away.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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