Evil

My words are put together with no restrain. I am still standing tall in this pool of pain. Patiently waiting for DEATH to call my name. Because if I died today or tomorrow it's all the same. Pulse raising pain is flowing through my veins. heading to my brain it's getting harder to contain. My soul is fading away heart cold and gray. Life style POSTAL I am EVIL prey. Don't pray for me mom I am beyond save. because my path to hell has already been pave. So now I am dodging death won't even close my eyes. Why am I still alive? Is it because I am curse with pride? Or is it because my soul is frozen in time? So each day my heart cries because I am surrounded by lies. Consumed with EVIL my life can not be revise. Credits saying that my life choices are cold and despise. But I am a star heart still cover with scars. smoking my pain away each night looking up to the stars.