Everything Has Changed Inadequately

I am the one to blame I will never remain the same I have fallen in love with you for so long ago It’s been a while since I felt happiness and sorrow Been so numb inside for a long time now Again, I have become stronger somehow I just got to let go, let go, let go of you Echoes of your footsteps say it’s true You said your goodbyes and so did I But I regret it all along, I cannot deny Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed Darkness filled the air With so much disheartening despair Sometimes, I wonder where you’ve been Sometimes, I wander in the woods again Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed The flames within me aren’t tame Shame on me for giving you shame I have fallen in love with you for so long ago It’s been a while since I felt happiness and sorrow Been so numb inside for a long time now Again, I have become stronger somehow I just got to let go, let go, let go of you Echoes of your footsteps say it’s true You said your goodbyes and so did I But I regret it all along, I cannot deny Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed Darkness filled the air With so much disheartening despair Sometimes, I wonder where you’ve been Sometimes, I wander in the woods again Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed Suffering in many ways of course Feeling so many kinds of remorse I have fallen in love with you for so long ago It’s been a while since I felt happiness and sorrow Been so numb inside for a long time now Again, I have become stronger somehow I just got to let go, let go, let go of you Echoes of your footsteps say it’s true You said your goodbyes and so did I But I regret it all along, I cannot deny Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed Darkness filled the air With so much disheartening despair Sometimes, I wonder where you’ve been Sometimes, I wander in the woods again Everything has changed Everything has changed... Everything has changed I just got to let go, let go, let go of you Echoes of your footsteps say it’s true You said your goodbyes and so did I But I regret it all along, I cannot deny You forced me to love you so much You forced me to feel your touch But, everything has changed Everything has changed Everything has changed I just got to let go, let go, let go of you Echoes of your footsteps say it’s true You said your goodbyes and so did I But I regret it all along, I cannot deny Lord, I’ve done you wrong Lord, I want to belong Lord, I want to remain strong Lord, I’m sorry I worry That I won’t remain strong All along I never felt so inadequate With very little emotion and wit Quit being a tease for a little bit I’m throwing my childish fit Tonight, tonight, tonight I put up a bipolar fight.. Slept for so long Wanting to belong I will stay for a little while I’ll smile and walk the extra mile Remember me As I shed these tears Of sheer pity They reveal my fears Don’t seek me - I’m not wise Free me from sorrow’s hold tonight Where do I flee? Is it to my demise? Free me from despondency with might I am cold in my shoes I feel so old in my muse I cry myself to sleep at night I’m afraid I said something not right Everything has changed Everything has changed Everything has changed inadequately