Everyone Knows Your Name

I'm stuck living in a town where everyone knows your name, I don't want to leave my room and be forced to explain. How do I tell them our love story wasn't love? How do I confess that the whole time it was rough? How can I say that it was all a facade, that our fairytale was always flawed? How can I describe that I caught you in lies? How do I explain that you moved on fast, while I stayed paralyzed as my world crashed? How do I tell them all that you never really felt the same, when I'm stuck living in a town where everyone knows your name?