Every Time

EVERY TIME every time i look back and i feel stupid ... every time i can't forgive myself for falling... every time i reread every msg ..every text from u .. in hope of feeling love in u ... but every time I'm disappointed ... every time i break down ... every time i see myself going back in darkness... every time i want u to pull me back.. but every time I'm alone ... every time i want to hear from u ... every time i want u to be with me... but every time I see me burning in a guilt of loving u.. every time I'm alone with my feelings buried alive in my heart.... every time i think about your fake love..i see my feelings dying .... every time i feel u would come back and hug me ... but every time i prove me wrong.... every time i fall deeper into nothingness... but every time i can't stop me from loving u ... every time i see u i fall in love again... every time i relive every memory ...