Evanescence

There's a pounding in my head My feet feel as heavy as lead There's no point in explaining I just keep on contemplating... complaining... This throbbing in my heart Might just tear me apart This horrid feeling in my stomach Might be butterflies, fluttering in a pack... There's quite a few skills and strengths that I lack Just allow me to see right through the pain Bite the bullet and catch the midnight train It might be because I'm going crazy already It might be because I don't feel at all ready I'm in awe as you decide to leave me behind I'm disappointed in you and you don't care obviously I guess you don't notice me in shame - you don't mind I'll just be happy and mask this hurt inside I see I feel horrified by your heartless decisions I'm still able to accomplish my missions My ambition has faded away along with my confidence I'm still waiting patiently for this sweet deliverance from evanescence I'm disappearing...I'm vanishing... You're so not endearing...in agony, diminishing... I'm enduring this tribulation Feeling sudden grand sensation Brewing away the muse of lamentation Pushing away the feelings of frustration