Eternal Torment

Oh please not again Please don’t leave me alone with him I can’t say for sure, but I think that I know What he will do to me when you go My heart beats fast, I’m scared inside I can’t tell you why I want to hide You don’t understand, you just need some time You can’t see that I’m crying inside I fell dirty and guilty, that’s why I don’t tell I don’t understand why I’m put through this Hell I’m just a kid, I am not brave He’s the adult, he should behave But that day won’t come for a while I try to endure and put on a smile Oh this secret I must keep For 10 more years without a peep And when I finally let it out There is no peace, there is just doubt What have I done? I’ve made you cry. I don’t blame you, I don’t imply But I can see inside your eyes You feel at fault, you’re asking why There was nothing you could do I kept this secret safe from you 10 plus years it’s been since then I’ve done the work, I’ve forgiven him.