Es Tut Mir Leid

Why do I have these mixed feelings When you are near? I still think of you And still want you here. I messed up and I hurt you I don't want to do it again. I try to forget about us And what we had just began. I let myself hurt you. I killed our relationship. I let selfishness come over me. I didn't know I was just making my heart rip. I hate this feeling Of not knowing what to do. Should I leave or stick around? Because I fell in love with you... Es tut mir leid...