Enigma

How can you miss someone Who wasn't even there What do you say then after the fact When you've offered the best you could share Why is the cord left unbroken A tensile strength of steel Why can't I let the thought of you go As I feal what I feal of what I feal Silently ruminating with one hand to the stern Unrelentingly plotting a course favor seeking to earn Knowing nothing is garnered Given freely lovingly through love Seeking good will wanting return On this earthly plain and above I believe in miracles open eyed I seek them each day You won't catch me asleep at the wheel If one should happen my way So I say my prayers asking guidance with a heartfelt inclusion of you And a wish for understanding as to why I do what I do as I do