Ending It All

I see myself as strong Yet I know deep down I am weak After the passion-filled nights are gone I lay in bed and weep Such sorrow for things that I said I would never do Yet jumped into with both feet And it all comes back to you The sound of your heartbeat The smell of your cologne The way you touched me And now I am all alone No one to hold me Fading laughter mixed with wet tears A body aching for a touch that isnt near Who knows if he still cares All I know is he isnt here Wanting so much and being empty hearted Loving someone that never loves at all This horrible game that we started I think its time to end it all