Encounter of Chance

I got the message Long before we knew There was little chance Of us meeting at all When I first saw you By zephyr via zest As I tried to keep composure I heard you say Without a sound "It was an accident" And I knew We would get close Even though It appears to be a Midwest love affair I bend thoughts When I am bored It always leads To bed Or to the floor Can we fake it That people don't make believe That I'm not loving It makes me sick I doubt you believe them I believe in you All I can do Is close my eyes Cross my arms Hope not to die I’m hallucinating As I see an angel In the perimeter Of my eyes Much time goes by With no velocity Empty headed dreaming Till I don't realize it Just when I had forgotten I get woken up By a sound Up close Long winds of promises That sound the same Till far away It then metamorphosis into An aura of Zany exponential changes Without the reign Of every moment There is nothing different Nothing the same People say "It was an accident With accidents you never know" That’s why I say There be a need Or at least potential to say "You are my number one" Midwest, Aftermath Rumors start to rise Did I truly do Something that immoral For them To hate me that much They hate me It sickens me And scares them The one I Consider fun Believe is cute Cause they don't listen To what I have to say So I don't... Argue Agree Or listen You hit the road And delivered me Into an ocean Of myself Did you know I can’t swim In the silent ocean Of myself Your reading this Your not around All I can do Is cross my arms And wish it was you And not my knees in them As with accidents You never know Good or bad Ultimately You never know