Empty and Sad Inside

Having you all for myself
was my wildest fantasy
that turned in deep jeoulosy;
and I still recall 
the sweet words you said;
and the happiest smile
that made me so weak inside!
 
Beyond my belief,
you took me where no heart could go;
and despite my infatuation
you didn't give into temptation...
to love another man 
who could have given you more;
how glad I am that you resisted all that,
and made me the center of your attention!

Oh,I am so empty and sad inside
longing for lips to kiss...
thinking of the woman I deceived
with my demanding kisses;
but sleep won't come easily,
and I curse the dakness
for the pain and loneliness
I have brought on myself!

Oh, I am so empty and sad inside
dreaming and sleeping alone,
wanting to touch your skin...
by remembering how how long 
and tender my nights were!
Oh, I am so empty and sad inside...
wishing of being closer together...loving,
you against me...naked and willing!
your 

Oh, I am so s
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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