Emptied By Tears

Now I see that what has been said so many times is true I am what they say I am I have done what they say I have done And now I pay the price I am trapped in a world of pain and fear I am doomed to my own demise of twisted illusion and fading laughter The days of happiness and contentment are gone never to return Trapped in a place where I love so much never to feel it returned Where I seek and never find, where I long , but am never fulfilled Tortured by memories, emptied by tears