Emotional Rant

since im sick and tired my love has expired not being inspired gives me no desire I stare at the wall and think of many ways to go pass the time and get rid of the days throwing glass objects again to cut reality's throat cause I keep trying to set sail but my ship sinks and not floats im gasping for air trynna feel some relief for this hearts that empty I guess its just me cause I look around and don't see anybody not saying im alone or im irrelevant im just waiting on my basic settlement to come and pull me from this evil word of ours and take me to the sky just to be with stars