Emotional Instability Disorder

Sometimes I am on a high 
Other times on a low
I never know what personality i will show.

Some days I don't know what's happening to me 
I don't feel myself but what could this feeling be ?

Iv searched for so long 
It's really draining for me
Trying to find answers for this iratic side of me 

I feel bat sh*t crazy 
This effects me a lot
My days can be hazy 
My nerves become shot.

But when I am good 
I am high like the sky,
Life feels amazing,
I chat to everyone passing by

Next day I could wake
Feeling so gloom
It makes me feel like the elephant in the room.

So many sides of me 
It can be tough to relate 
Who am I?
What's happening?
Why am I in such a state

This isn't me nor who I want to be
I just want to be normal 
Like I felt I used to be.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Rees Avatar
January 15, 2023 at 10:01 AM
Mood swings are so common and occur in a number of personality disorders that can be treated. Your poem describes the problem so well.
Bettley Avatar
January 15, 2023 at 10:29 AM
Thank you peter for your kind words
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