Ecstasy I Feel
Do not trust
The one you lust
Said my lovely sister
I truly must
Go before I turn to dust
You do not mind
Me left behind
I’m trying to be kind
I’m an awful find
In the darkness, I’m blind
Hours wasted
Feeling jaded
Oh, I tasted
The elaboration of ecstasy is an enigma I felt and now, I traded
It with sorrow
No tomorrow
The devil is trying to bring me down,
But I have angels that can uplift my frown
The ecstasy I felt
Made me truly melt
Into the oblivion of uselessness that has gone way too far like some dimwitted, numb stars…
That reveal my inner scars, no longer shielding me like the rings of Saturn and the heat of Mars
I have revealed what’s hidden beneath the lies
It’s the truths that hide in our hellos and goodbyes
The ecstasy I felt
Unveils in the light
The darkness belt
Releases tonight
I feel sick
Like an unused wick
Against a flame
I’m not to blame
Shame came undone in my brain
And it has driven me half insane
The other half is lost away
Into the woods of rain and sea of disarray
The devil is trying to bring me down,
But I have angels that can uplift my frown
The ecstasy I felt
Made me truly melt
Into the oblivion of uselessness that has gone way too far like some dimwitted, numb stars…
That reveal my inner scars, no longer shielding me like the rings of Saturn and the heat of Mars
I have revealed what’s hidden beneath the lies
It’s the truths that hide in our hellos and goodbyes
The ecstasy I felt
Unveils in the light
The darkness belt
Releases tonight
Can’t you feel me in your arms?
I did you no harm, you know?
Not everything is flowers and lucky charms
I will keep you warm in sunlit glow
I can’t make it be all about me
This time, I will make a change
Elaborate the ecstasy I felt
Like a perfect fit of jeans and a belt
The devil is trying to bring me down,
But I have angels that can uplift my frown
The ecstasy I felt
Made me truly melt
Into the oblivion of uselessness that has gone way too far like some dimwitted, numb stars…
That reveal my inner scars, no longer shielding me like the rings of Saturn and the heat of Mars
I have revealed what’s hidden beneath the lies
It’s the truths that hide in our hellos and goodbyes
The ecstasy I felt
Unveils in the light
The darkness belt
Releases tonight
I’ll make it through
Thought, deep down,
I truly do love you
I wear this frown in town
Why am I so blue?
Is it true? Did you hate you
Just to love me do?
Does this matter to you too?
The devil is trying to bring me down,
But I have angels that can uplift my frown
The ecstasy I felt
Made me truly melt
Into the oblivion of uselessness that has gone way too far like some dimwitted, numb stars…
That reveal my inner scars, no longer shielding me like the rings of Saturn and the heat of Mars
I have revealed what’s hidden beneath the lies
It’s the truths that hide in our hellos and goodbyes
The ecstasy I felt
Unveils in the light
The darkness belt
Releases tonight
Absorb all of me
To understand liberty and captivity
Absorb all of me
To withstand from the winds of misery
Aboard the ship of shamelessness
Instead, you shower me with disdainfulness
Be in accord with the miraculous gifts you left me with with happiness
Instead, you’re in discord with my cursed distress more or less
The devil is trying to bring me down,
But I have angels that can uplift my frown
The ecstasy I felt
Made me truly melt
Into the oblivion of uselessness that has gone way too far like some dimwitted, numb stars…
That reveal my inner scars, no longer shielding me like the rings of Saturn and the heat of Mars
I have revealed what’s hidden beneath the lies
It’s the truths that hide in our hellos and goodbyes
The ecstasy I felt
Unveils in the light
The darkness belt
Releases tonight
You will never embrace me again
After I tell you the truths behind the frenzied fantasies and the limitless lies
You will never know where you have been
After I spell out the words from my lips — a great amount of goodbyes
Do not tell me it’s the end
When I want to begin you again and I’m left with frowns
Do not put me in the well or I won’t mend
I just need to win this battle of mental breakdowns
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