Easing Me, From Afar

adrift the rift of dawn and dusk,
i lather in what made me unclean-
i softly whisper to one silent star…
“may you ease me from afar”

a dalliance of hope feeds me-
my intellect tender, 
heart coarse;
always hungry for what drains me, 
clinging onto what already let me go-
          (so very long ago)

breathless and bare i stare at life,
for it has been kind yet given pain-
ethereal wings soar and demons seek me
in distant nightmares in vain
i awake
          LIFELESS
unaware of who i was and why
i wanted to be someone else

alone and forsaken 
with no chances taken

an aria of resounding mercy
cries in the sky,
i am left not ceasing moments, 
only left behind to suffer
in a brooding elixir of why
and how-
    o, the lengths where I went to try

sacrificing my kind heart
for transgressions, 
falling apart and resenting
fear from the start-
life-long expressions of
hope and impressions

so, i softly whisper to one silent star…
“may you ease me from afar”


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2.2.20
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020


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Date: 2/4/2020 6:51:00 PM
Congrats on your first place...beautifully penned, even in it's sadness... hugs
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Date: 2/4/2020 4:17:00 AM
So beautiful my dear Laura! Amazing v as always and congrats my dear for your top win!;)
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