Easier To Give Up

In my darkest hour Time just stops I don't have any power My heart just drops Don't watch my back I don't need your help I like living in black Don't find me a cure I'm giving up It's easier I assure I want to be alone I'll be okay My pain I've shown Happiness I've forsaken I still like awake Even with these pills I've taken Things won't get better I've seen it close up So I write this letter Saying it's easier to give up *Written on April 3, 2012*