Drug of Choice

Herein lies the problem, and I need a fix
A reach into my deep, dark, abysmal bag of tricks...

Blinded with rage when nothing is there,
To cure my dis-ease. Intense wrought despair
Compels me to act, to seek and to find
My only distraction, my time out of mind.

A wise man once said 'To thine own self be true'
Since wise man was drunk, I'll follow his cue:
Twas not to thine own self but to thy drug of choice
That truth be thine aim, spoke forth through thy voice.

I suffer withdrawal, I'm bored and I'm scared.
My outlook is grim, I feel unprepared
To face such a brave new world without fear
If I'm without soma, so much so I jeer
At those who fly sober, who lack my good sense
To grasp their addictions, understand why they're tense.

Whose outlooks are hardened, who look at me and scoff
When we all need something to take the edge off.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Kendrick Avatar
August 18, 2009 at 10:44 AM
Nicely written and it is amazing what we are addicted to and don't realize it. Anything can become an addiction. Thanks for reminding me of this. Keep writing. Sara
Winter Avatar
June 1, 2009 at 2:36 PM
Wow. What an amazing poet you are! So much here and somehow I get the feeling many can relate to. Incredible lines! Nice work. Thank you so much for your warm and thoughtful congrats. Appreciate it so much. Love, Shar
Loveless Avatar
May 29, 2009 at 5:52 AM
Thank You For Sharing This With Me. Its Crafted Wonderfully And Is Filled With Honesty. I Greatly Appreciate This. Thank You For Your Comment On My Poem. Great Job. You Have Some Brilliant Lines. Jese
Shango Avatar
May 28, 2009 at 7:23 AM
I agree with Ruben ... and something more, my friend ... walk in the light of love and know you will always be special ... follow this flow.
Shango Avatar
May 28, 2009 at 7:23 AM
I agree with Ruben ... and something more, my friend ... walk in the light of love and know you will always be special ... follow this flow.
Guzzi Avatar
May 27, 2009 at 5:12 PM
Do I hear you. The biggest stopper is the cliff at the end of the ride..when there's no where to go but down. I'd rather stay off the roller coaster all together. EXCELLENT verse and insight! Light & Love
Mason Avatar
May 25, 2009 at 10:12 PM
Love your philosophy. Unfortunately, I always fell down, blacked out, puked up, passed out and generally pissed on my panty hose although why I was still even wearing them, I don't know ... LOL ... SO, in my case I treasure all my 29 years of sobriety ... smile ... never a scoffer am I my friend and you are one hell of a good writer drinking or sober !! As for being "scared" ... its only the ego under the bed ... smile ...
K Avatar
May 24, 2009 at 9:29 PM
Wonderful....a powerful write indeed -Jessica
Devonshire Avatar
May 24, 2009 at 8:39 PM
VERY well written, Yoni! But I believe poetry is what you "use" "to take the edge off." If there were a substance involved, be it alcohol or drugs, I don't think you could write as well as you do. Very inspiring words! (You make me want to stand up and cheer because so many people need to read this.) Love, Carolyn
Jordan Avatar
May 24, 2009 at 8:37 PM
Yoni what an outstanding poem that I can so relate to - I started shooting dope when I was 16 and know in your heart I did it inside and out, of Prison I mean - Then one day i started to write and as I did I started to change - I'll post one of my older poems titled "A Junkies End" - "Stay Strong inside for those you love, That is what is real in life, Everything else is but an illusion that changes with the hands of time" - If you or anyone know needs an ear I have been there - God Bless,mj
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