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Drug

Tell me, are you turning gray now
It's easy to divine
The timber in your voice tells me
You haven't slept for days

Your weary words are winding
Through the telephone tonight
And their telling all the things
You cannot bare to say

It's killing you that you can't stop yourself
As it's rolling through you veins 
And you feel like you've been screaming but,
You just can't feel the pain

You're tearing you self up inside
And I can't do a thing
It kills me not to be there but,
Only you can make you sane

Like tar, it gums your insides
Into a sticky icky mess
It sucks your lungs like cellophane
And clogs up your chest

You take the hits and roll with it
And beg on your knees for more
You've been like that a while now
I can't take it anymore

It gnashes teeth and clashes claws
the demon that you chase
I got demons of my own to bleed 
I can't keep up with your pace

Rehab didn't help you much
And me, I've never been but,
I have a couch that welcomes junkies
Who sit eating up their sins.

It feeds on all the feelings used
To keep the beast at bay
Its the only way of living
While you're dying more each day

I know it eats you up as
It makes you fell alive
Its killing you by numbing out
Like soul Novocain inside

A never ending battle
As you fight to reach the top
You can tell them every time you "quit"
But you'll never, no you'll never

STOP.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010




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Date: 6/22/2010 6:11:00 AM
It is a pleasure to be reading your poetry this morning Lacey. Wishing you a wonderful day filled with an overload of inspiration. Hoping you will challenge yourself to use all the inspiration which you may receive today. Love, Carol
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