Drowning and Burning

I’m burning with anger I don’t understand I’m drowning in sorrow I can’t command I’m losing my mind, crying and shattering I attack you over and over I don’t understand this…why it happens over and over I’m terrible…horrible I do not deserve to live You always just give and give And I take and burn and hurt I am nothing without you Yet I do not show it…instead I just hurt you I don’t know what to do I can only apologize so much before it means nothing to you I don’t want that to happen…I don’t want to lose you I really don’t but I continuously damage you You wonder why, what you have done But I can’t say…I don’t know…and I just weigh on you like a ton This cannot go on Cannot go on I’m sorry You should keep yourself away from me Set yourself free So you can finally be happy Nothing but happy Nothing but happy