Dreams and Nightmares

I dream about being a new hope, An ego that is not afraid of anything Not afraid to speak his mind, Never been afraid to share his creativity I dream of one day that peace will be real I dream that someday my words can fly I dream about what is true love I dream about what will it be like to have perfect darkness , and perfect light I always wonder that someday.... Just someday my fantasies can tune into reality I just know in my head I want to be the best poet in the universe I just feel... I just feel like if I gain respect then the World will never stop spinning The stars will keep on shining No more wars , No more Judging , No more suffering. I'm afraid if I wake up I will see ashes , bones , blood , and the color black I'm afraid to heard screams , crying , and silence I'm afraid.... I'm afraid if I see my heartless self creating corruption , and turn that reality into nightmares!