Down and Out

So many nights like these
 on my hands and knees
Begging God please
 give me just a little release
In a dark desperate state
 with too much on my plate
Straight out of the gate
 this seems to be my fate
Since the womb ive been denied,
 hated and despised
Just another outcast from the tribe
, discarded, judged and tried.
A wayward son buried deep
, too many secrets Ive had to keep.
This insanity steels My sleep
, a weeping wailing black sheep.
I scream up at the skies, 
is it all just smoke and lies.
It just seems the more i try,
 i never find peace of mind.
So i pray my heart will heal
 and God will give me a better deal
And true happiness i can feel
 and he will show me what is real
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Hoffman Avatar
May 26, 2016 at 8:19 PM
Jesus loves you Carl, always remember that my friend!:)
A   Avatar
May 26, 2016 at 1:25 AM
Carl, this is deep my friend. I believe, you will find the perfect peace (piece) once the screaming stops. Always enjoy reading your poems. LINDA
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