Doubts On Leaving Home

How will I know if this day is right for me? I have waited oh so long to do what needs to be. But, is the first step, the best thing, for me to do? How will I be able to know if… all will work out true? The first day is the hardest, but what will happen if I fail? How can I continue forth, if everything is to no avail? There will be no back up as I stand there all alone. What, oh what, will happen when I am on my own? The world is so frightening, at the very best of times. How can I know that this… is really the right time?