Double Suicide Wtf

im in your yard not very far in on your porch back from a bar im in your house looking for you breacking everything i can in search of you your brother and your sister runnin out to greet me your mom just yells and screams at me i jump the stairs two at a time my ipod playing sublime i find your room in antisipation flig open the door its empty where are you this has never happened to me before a week later at your funeral the sky is black matching everyones attire dark brooding black i say you were a good friend but its my fault you died yes i say it was suicide a year went by and another suicide 'she was grieving' they say when i died i just couldn't live in you-less world it was unfortunate but true i was such a young girl