Don'T Want My Heart To Beat

I do not want my heart to continue to beat, I don't want to love anymore, I want to die, so that I could not feel anything. I want to hold my breath, because without you, I feel that I can not even breathe, with out your love, I am alone. I want to hold my breath, so that maybe I could pass away, it seems that every time I breathe, I cry. Could someone just take me from the pain.