Don'T Know What To Think

I don't know what to think of the way you make me feel, how seeing your face would bring a light to my eyes. I don't know what to think about the way you would hold me, how I never wanted you to let me go. I thought that one day you would love me. But I must let go of that thought of hope.. I don't want to be reminded that I may never see you again, you will never find me to be worthy of your love, too painful for my heart to keep holding on to you. The pain must come to an end.