Does It Help What We Know?

I open up the cigarette packet Take one out Light it up and inhale Its killing me, i know I know it is I open up the new bottle Pour a glass Two ice cubes and a gulp Its killing me, i know I know it is I open up the wrap One small pill Maybe two for luck They kill me, i know I know they do I open up my heart I get no further Its killing me I know I know it is I think of you Are you killing me I will never know