Do You Feel Me

I know how it feels; It truly kills. Nobody notices And if they understand, They just don't care, It isn't fair. I want to pull out my hair And scream You think I'm mean? You must believe, This isn't me. If people made me this way, Who made them that way? I'm a hypocrite And a piece of **** And I only have you guys to blame. Why can't I blame myself? Instead of someone else? All I can think is The world's so twisted As my skin becomes inflicted With the pain That I can never name. If I blame someone else's immorality For my cruelty, Then that would mean Someone was cruel to them And someone was cruel to them And not one of us knows the reason. I'm trying to pick apart my brain Cause I might not remain sane And I don't want to strain, To understand our hearts. Cause my anxiety Might make me fall apart. There is no point in trying? Wrong. There is no point in making yourself weaker When you're already strong. And this is cliche, But just hold on Life goes on. Though it may drag, Please don't lag. People are going through The same thing as you. In the end, We're all human. With addictions and afflictions And we all sin