Dirty

I scrub myself until I bleed
Just to make sure I'm clean
I rip my skin off
When I've done wrong
Receiving nothing but dirt
From you
Trying not to fade away
Just yet because
My body's numb
My mind is lost
And I feel dirty inside again
I can feel me
Bleeding inside
I can see me
Decaying all around myself
Trying hard not to breath
Because
My body's numb
My mind is lost
And I feel dirty inside again
I scrub myself until I bleed
Just to make sure all the dirt is off of me

Written August 7, 2002
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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December 5, 2009 at 2:21 PM
this reminds me of when i was raped...its what i did. and felt. i wrote one like this but i cant find it on her. xo rainbow.
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